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1.
MSG 02:19
Not, gonna stop until I get some Money for my momma and her children It's an honor to invite you into the vision Dalai Lama the peace and always working with reason you don't have the answers I just smile and nod fucking with some demons bitch I don't need a god I've been working weening off a b full of pot I got strings to pull and I'm thicken the plot eh, shits getting eerie Im asking siri how to get to the stars she working on some theories in the meantime got some green so I been high making projects writing songs and they been fly I don't know what they fucking want from me So I'm giving them me and some more of me I don't need your opinions but they are warranted I can flip a tradition and make it born again uh, nothing guaranteed so I double bet my life and shoot for anything you can have it if you take it that's on everything if you shakey don't act crazy there are better things drugs in my system I know I missed them everything's so different when I'm with vision poeople say I'm different well yeah who isn't villains in the picture and now it's vivid containing my feelings any longer would be a crime countries are prisons and my lifespan is the fucking time i do it endlessly reaching platforms to take a dive i knew the industry way before the industry died
2.
KING COBRA 02:39
Flow, no inhibitions these words come without a vision I knew that I would go get it I knew that I would've got it A brew could've not have stopped me A new way of thinking, copy Do you copy? A cocky brandishing of my ghandi Fuck you, fuck this... I don't need that shit I got me, myself, and I, plus that DB clique Got some EB hits, save them for the blitz I could hit you with the run down but you would not get... It, bitch, save it for the masses Don't try talk to me because you find that I'm an asset Playing by myself I could not focus in my classes Fall asleep during lessons days move like molasses Ask this question plenty times I asked this If I wasn't making jokes would they still come hang round my basket I don't need all the bullshit I just need to make a classic the times that I forgot myself weren't me but just a facet Fuck this Sloppily putting words together, like a toddler Minus waddle plus the bottle but it ain't filled up with water Did you ever stop to think that we were kids without a father shit I ain't need a dad, but I guess I was a bother Too much for him to handle or too little for him to care They just pressed their luck and gave no fucks and me she was to bare These arms they're growing hairs, and deep down I wish him here To hear my fucking bullshit but I wouldn't be my care free self, I wouldn't even be me, so for that I guess I thank him but the thanking isn't with glee Im missing half of my tree No me in, family I checked over the spelling but double checking is a key I got that one from Khaled, Dj Khaled, it's a meme. See that's the type of shitty jokes you'd be missing out from me... Just lightneing the mood after bringing up that shitty dream or was it a fucking nightmare I could never seem to see
3.
[EB] I love these stars man Especially when they fall down Hit a nigga in his crown and make him think "Am I really gonna need this shit go ascend or descend dependent on my sins", huh? What these wishes gonna do for ya Make everything better in a snap of a finger With a dead hunger for lovin' once It doesn't matter anymore [alxandah] Here we go i've been making heat since Mel was Indigo visual i've been perceiving a lot of virtual virtues told don't boggle me as I leap from here and fro here we go verse nine-eleven the heat could melt through those steel beams they been stealing dreams since way before back trolls and memes put me on the scene but way before that gotten these weakened pots to be I bring the mold slack the real me wet philosophies to water down plants when you wish upon a star knowing that you'll make it far dreams from distance come into being clear in front of you
4.
LALALAND 00:57
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5.
(x2) [alxandah] my best has yet to come and still it's here I'm dumb this track is for the niggas feeling like they can't win one To win you quit the race and standby truth not face because they want and lie and pseudo contemplate abbreviate it more life's become a chore life's become a bore feel don't need it no more reel in my soul focus on my goals beat the game like its some pussy feel it in its toes I found some real sauce I chefed it like a boss My best my last because I'm always topping myself off Feel like I finally won it internal struggles bubbling top over filling I'm fine now and I can feel it coming [Himei] i don't really ever go outside anymore, id rather close the door it dont really matter to me whats in store, cause it usually just bores me and my family is sick of my ways, of living my own damn life and they always have a couple rough things to say, inhale exhale look up to the sky its not blue today still thinking bout all the things you said, to my face now im sad but at least my tears are dry, closed case aint no more things to talk about i'll leave it for another day or another life which i might see soon, depending on the afterlife being real is it true cause i might die now might see myself out might hang my hat and head up to the clouds i'm so lost in the puzzle of life, i cannot decide, do i wanna live or just die oh hi its you oh yeah its me, having conversations makes me feel anxiety quietly i sneak into my room and close the door again, sit in front of monitors that i call my friends but i have no friends, just me (x2) My best has yet to come and still it's here I'm dumb this track is for the niggas feeling like they can't win one To win you quit the race and standby truth not face because they want and lie and pseudo contemplate
6.
CORDUROY 02:08
(x2) Corduroy my jeans they feeling clean Im feeling excellent Nightmares in my dreams full of extremes and I'm to live through it Bare in mind I keep a loaded nine inside my consciousness Monstrous demons in forms of loved ones haunting this Slapback, ask that, a nigga will want to go cash that Gorilla suit buy me a hashtag but really though industry lack that Whack map, to find that, these niggas are really bad for rap Carrying rapists like backpacks you can miss me wide with all that All that, and some, really not fucking with no one Really can't hear you cause I'm on one Reach a new level verses hot son Hot sun hot ones Tryna make it to you on hot ones Tryna make you bop to my songs once Tryna make you hot til my songs done (x2) Corduroy my jeans they feeling clean Im feeling excellent Nightmares in my dreams full of extremes and I'm to live through it Bare in mind I keep a loaded nine inside my consciousness Monstrous demons in forms of loved ones haunting this I can't remember my rights Im looking dead at my wrongs My life is faster than light I can't be hindered this long I got more strength for the fight but never need it all I got less hate per the bite for stealing beats for a song (SCREAM) I just want to be listened too I need niggas, more a whole kitchen full whipping up a classic in a whipping bowl Cooking, baking, sprinkle on some percussion I love it I knew that I would if I trust it Feasting later got more heat for the couplets Peace to haters and more peace to my brothers
7.
SANDPIT 02:01
Running with the beat like I'm an athlete Cooking up the books but we ain't mathletes LG LEDS burn my eyes in the night relentlessly Taking back the passion I passed it into reality Sanity losing my sanity unhappily Insanity passing up social invites casually Travesty I got no patience for no vanity Pass it B fallacies make up my whole galaxy I'm just gone keep working even when that day is jerking I got stars they in my eyes and I can reach them if I work it If I work it I can earn it endlessly packing up verses We know felonies not worthy and enemies cannot hurt me I had frenemies not real ones So I lost them they don't feel nothing I want enemies to kill them I want energy a real ton I fought demons devils spirits Hear I might come round to fear it I don't fear but interference Disappear in atmospheres and
8.
[YRNM] I sell crabs with the fatty acids like chicks that grab em I’m rocking thrasher like circle caskets for men that trap em I’m trapping, backing to backgrounds that make the most of havoc You want beef little cattle, well we’ll get back to clapping But I ain’t back to strapping Carrying the pistols back on back to shoot the magic I ain’t magic, but I survived when hate was back to take me They always take the ones who fight against it Know they’re stronger and use their balls to think with [alxandah] I ain't healthy bitch I'm needy Buy me water top shelf fiji I ain't healthy but I'm breathing Ah ah ah ah that's the beejees Bitch I'm laughing gasping cheesing Cause you said you knew the reason You ain't know shit you a creten You ain't good boy you was cheating Speed me up like Sonic hit the booster pad Im on it It's ironic quit the chronic only make hit's when Im off it only write hits when I'm on it only give shits when I'm not it Tryna reach the spotlight run a stoplight and everything's the same Niggas playing games Im sitting in my room distracted Tryna reach a plane You know the mary jane It got my brain insane I know so many bitches but they all got mens names [TrillBazz] Skirting round the corner got the fire make you sizzle You know I’m official I be writing you just scribble I don’t know why you hating We was balling now you dribble It was simple Now you jealous going mental I’m a rocket in a shuttle It’s a countdown till you bow down Niggas being subtle Till I @ what you gon say now ? I know you like to huddle up Conjour Up Something made up Get together Cuddled up Calling each other Butter cup Your envious this has to stop Time is up Constantly counting commas up Now every little thing thing I do you think I mention you Like you important Bitch I’m ignoring you But it’s hard when you message me and my family dude Now I bet you won’t ever repeat your mistake You be double faced I should’ve trust my double take I doubled up Like the the middle fingers I be holding up sick asf they want to put me down but because I Be going up Fuck i don’t even care anymore Mention me one more time know there will be more Cause you know I coming In just like a swarm I feel like Zeus I’m controlling the storm Controlling the weather I keep it cool with my Ralph Lauren sweater I’m peeping you reaching But it do not sweat us You taught me a lesson I know that god blessed us Now I dare you go ahead try it one more time I’d recommend getting ghost writers to fill your lines I got with my barber cause you out of a line You think that I care but you be out of mind Now this is me being real I didn’t want to do it to you But listen closely cause this the deal You know what it is that I called a nigga fake Till this day Bitch ass can’t even defend his case I should have let it go I should’ve never wrote I just needed them to know You rock with Pinocchio
9.
TOMB 01:51
Stop to think for a second You counting sheep like some blessings Narrow minded I stress them I never mind them I bless em Cutting deep for the skeptics You talking shit like a septic You fell asleep with the ethics I guess I'll share all my settings Go and thank EB for the beat He helped me when everything seemed Lost to nostalgia I ought to buy him a house when I tweak Slow to respond to the memes fast to hit back for the team Used to serve fries with the drink put it aside for the dream You can decide what it means My shit it ain't for the teens Maybe it is, it's for me Playing my music so loudly blinded by waves of the screams I can disarm any thieve with a couplet of words and a theme I do not play with the cream Hearing the phone as it rings Thinking of various things Which one to talk about is coinflip of fate on the ream I do not hunt for a queen I cannot care less it seems You try to play me I'm coming at you with glorious schemes
10.
[Emelside] quiero verte y que solo estés brillando quiero que logres todo lo que estás soñando quiero sentir que tu vida es de ensueño y quiero verte a mi lado bailando cuando cae la noche yo puedo sentir que tu alma y la mía van a estar juntas al fin y no quiero más dramas, ni pensar en ayer porque el pasado es sólo repetir lo que no me hizo bien fue mucho tiempo, buscando tu amor ahora que lo encuentro me siento mucho mejor espero que me cuides, como lo voy a hacer yo que sea para siempre, que el resto no importa, no [alxandah] talk to me bout your emotions your urges your impulse to action I thought bout the purpose I scrapped most my verses to get one not worthless You said we we're worth it so baby lets work it Out, working it out check out my cloud I'm in a higher place check out my cloud Smoking more loud thinking out loud If you can't talk to me scream it out loud Maybe I'll hear you maybe I'll fear you Something is more than what we are right now Maybe I'll see you maybe I'll be you Nothing is more than what we are right now Burned down to ash and I'll still call it kush So if you call me just know that I'm cooked Plenty of reasons for me not forgetting But when I looked at you shit was forgiven Love harder than twentytwo million burpees add some worries in her mind that might hurt me in a hurry so don't chirp me mind a flurry otherworldly kinda early Please just remember me after you listen I win if I try but I lose without vision we all got goals that we try to reach winning you ain't no Phelps boy now practice your swimming Phelps fell fallen, all in balling who the fuck you call in when the ball in Stalling harder than a co-ed bathroom caution Often better than a showboat hopping Hopping hoping hoping pop some pillies to stay open Hopping Hopping hoping hoping pop some pillies to stay open don't call my doctor just call my spokesman Call on the chopper to open open don't call my doctor just call my spokesman Call on the chopper to open open
11.
[alxandah] I got writer's block My ink will never leap from the pen Been in tighter spots I think about them now and again Fuck a roadie I got whoadies and an eight for their friends Sound unholy but Im only human not to offend Lots to learn so let's start learning Fuck working for someone else even if that means no earning I gotta get this myself Hear there's a huge learning curve and I'm thinking I curved it well Grandpa feeling some concerns and I tell him thanks but no sell [Papi Panda] I don't got shit to say, I wanna runaway And as of lately i do not wanna do like anything I don't got shit to say, I wanna runaway And as of lately i do not wanna do like anything Do not get close to me, you ain't a friend of me Yo ass ain't even worth being my fucking enemy A cosmic entity, who killed the Kennedy's? Ooo i just, i just Do not get close to me, you ain't a friend of me Yo ass ain't even worth being my fucking enemy A cosmic entity, who killed the Kennedy's? Ooo i just need I don't got shit to say, I wanna runaway And as of lately i do not wanna do like anything I don't got shit to say, I wanna runaway And as of lately i do not wanna do like anything
12.
[alxandah] classes I paid attention is zero I lost my patience the hours lost to detentions can tower the occupation I flower into sensations the patience I had was wasted the grace that I had forsaken is back lacks intoxication I fronted for all my homies The lie that I can't be lonely done tricked me to being phony Im me now I can't be Joey my mind did I trap my innocence why can't I lose this dissonance pistol whip unto hypocrites meaning guessing that I be hit burning through all my contacts had brian, and jon, and count jack I lost them to my own contrast of thoughts that I fought to keep back Im bipolar feed on feedback I know that I shouldn't need that but all of my fucking instincts will tell me to keep a keypad to lock away all my feelings then next day talk about healing as if I didn't just tell you a lie to hang with heathens I never would really mean it I hate myself really mean it I know that I can't say sorry but now that you know the reason I'm free and I'm feeling better With glee I can chase this cheddar that knowing that I am me and that knowing that I get better with every pass of the weather the season fly by like feathers you try to hold on too tightly but harder you grasp it's tether the lesser it gets familiar the more that it gets to know you the "real" that you are living is lesser than it can show you Just open your eyes and feel it stop living inside your feelings I stepped outside the box to see what we were fucking given I've given up hope in living so now I can really give in a hundred and ten percent to reach olive branches they giving I want to just be the realest the nigga that you can feel with I hope that my dad can hear this I hope that you niggas feel this [Bandi] No one's changing my mind I caught a glimpse of that life Back and forth in my head I had to do it in the end No one's changing my mind I caught a glimpse of that life No one's changing my mind I caught a glimpse of that life Back and forth in my head I had to do it in the end Back and forth in my head I had to do it in the end Exhilarating Intoxicating Choosing which new path I want to take [alxandah] This might be the outro of a lifetime lady I feel crazy brazy I should call a hotline lately Maybe I belong in a whole different timeline baby I found DB though and they gone be my lifeline safety To fall back on when I worry bout taking this fucking journey I spared them believe in mercy I shared them all of my worldy beliefs when I'm just carrying 6 deep what I'm buried in sleep that's when I cherish it life my hold is barreling Down the fucking alley I'll down another one at me if chatty means I be happy then talking is what I'll gladly be doing I fucking knew it a nigga from chitown cooling a cooler filled up with koolaid a booling nigga how you say I feeling how you been feeling a lost soul with no redeeming a demon from top I beat em all out with my fucking scheming Im kidding I can't be seeing these niggas that just be dreaming I'm screaming inside Im fleeing the scene end when I die being Tell me that Ill be okay Tell me that Ill be okay At the end of the day At the end of the day

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Disconnect before listening to this project, and just really take your time to experience and enjoy the songs.

Dreams & Nightmares is my first album, a look through my eyes and a listen through my.... ears. I made sure that every song I put on this compilation is a song I truly love. So I hope you like the project and I hope you have a pleasant experience.

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released August 9, 2018

lyricist/vocalist: alxandah
lyricist/vocalist: EB
lyricist/vocalist: Papi Panda
lyricist/vocalist: YRNM
lyricist/vocalist: TrillBazz
lyricist/vocalist: Himei
lyricist/vocalist:Emelside
producing: alxandah
producing: EB
mixed by: alxandah

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