Please just pardon my pleas
Think these episodes in my genes
Used to drown it out with some weed
but lately it's getting to me
and I don't know if I'm an MC
but I tie my rhymes with ease
like I'm tying knots in my Ds
used to try and make em some Bs
Paint a picture with words sir
When I speak shit is mur-der
Dasani my liquid
no tip when Im with it
can't skip when I'm in it
I curbed their
Dissatisfaction
The temp raised from action
Just keep your reaction
A slurred blur
Relay all the happenings
To J and the family
I been out here rapping
You heard herd
metaphysically I'm balling
metaphorically I'm calling
On somebody for some help
and they will shelf me
but I'm healthy so I stall them
run around malls then
fuck all the caution
wire walk flossing
stuck in this gotham
know I need more
time to grow
so Im slow
to big changes
I wager I'm ancient
so wait like I'm slothing
Ever seen a big wide world like this
You just stay inside, it's something you miss
I can never guarantee you that it'd be like bliss
I can never be like them, it's just me with this
Talk of forgiveness I tat on my wrist
Forty-four twenty-two add up the shit
Sweep all your sins away, back to your kin
Rejoice in the moment and live for the twists
I need excuses to get out my house
I need excuses to look at your blouse
I need excuses to run off my mouth
I need excuses to figure it out
Motivate me baby motivate me
Mind against me shit is acting crazy
You a flower but you're not a daisy
You a bud and just a buddy lately
Way I talk a lot of people hate me
Way I talk a lot of people rate me
Way I talk a lot of people wanna get me
like I'm balling shots up over KD
Down in Florida I might try the Katy
Keys on Keys on Keys don't make me weigh it
OD before twenty my goal awaited
mortem sibi conscivit please don't wait up
STOP! Wait up, stop wait up
Ain't no stopping when you put that weight up
Ain't no stopping when she throw that cake up
Eat all day nigga eat to stay up
Pray up yup, just pray up
NILBOG my goblins can't sit you fakers
Got our own party DB got it catered
Shouts to EB his EP stepped the game up
While I'm on DB let's list all my niggas
Papi Panda eat your bitch for dinner
Kevin probably slide her out for winter
Vakanz probably make her wish for sinners
nuff of that nonsense you get the picture
this a group full of some fucking winners
legends in the making icons in the making
rap is for the taking we're the figures
Twist it right I get so high
A thousand blunts a thousand nights
A thousand fights can't left your rights
Can't right your wrongs just hold her tight
Recall the fright like if a knife
was at my neck just as I type
I need to write these words with might
a golden glow just from your sight
Demons crawl from deep inside
without a heart my chest feels tight
test my will to live my life
or test my strength to gauge my flight
I'm like a bird in the sky
I see no evil removed both my eyes
hell is just lurking the corner no lie
and soon as I turn it I'll probably die
credits
released December 17, 2018
produced by: LucidSoundz
mixed/mastered: alxandah
lyricist/vocalist: alxandah